"Jay Louis and His Adventure" teaser!

I was in an ice cream store one summer day trying to decide what I wanted.  I stood in the back of the line and glanced to the side of the room after hearing a few curses.   The was a boy about my age and height.  He was short and skinny and he had a bag over one shoulder.

He saw me watching him.  His eyes gleamed fiercely and the devil himself seemed to look out of them.   I had to look down at his clothing. 

 He had a gray shirt on with obvious dirt spots.  I looked down at my pink and white shirt and realized mine did too.  But what really worried me about the teenaged guy across the room was his face and I knew I didn’t have that evil look.   He had a nasty frown and dark alarming eyes with thick eyebrows shadowing them. The huge cut on his face was scaring, and it was quite a contrast from his pale face.

  He whispered something to a boy sitting next to him about the ice cream.  The other boy had blondish brown hair like mine and looked better cared for.  The two stood up. 

 “I have everything I need to rob the jewelry store, now let’s go.” Said the dark haired boy.  I held down a gasp inside me and looked at the younger boy.

“I can’t do this.” The younger boy said and he glanced at me half pleadingly, half scared. The grey shirted boy whispered cunningly into his ear and handed the boy a chocolate ice-cream cone.   As they opened the door, something inside me made them follow them.  I couldn’t stop myself.  I had to see what was going to happen and prevent them.  The boy wanted me to come.  I could see it in his eyes.

 I should have stayed and ordered my ice cream.   But I don’t know if I had a choice for sovereignty and my will was already made up.

To make you aware.

I’m not the type to really care about editing or proof reading.  I just get the point down and ignore the mistakes.  Well,  I am going to have to have a balance because I heard this from a  smart guy  “A bad message given in a very good way has more power and effect than a good message given in a bad way.”

Eventually I plan on putting a chapter of my science fiction stories in each newsletter that I will be mailing abroad.   Soon I’ll  share some teasers on here for all ya’s. 

I Want To Be Ready For Life.

 Sometimes I am impulsive.  Like 2 weeks ago I drove a golf cart around the golfing park because it looked fun and I was bored.  I had permission from some worker dude but I shouldn’t have driven the golf cart because I wasn’t a member of the golf club.  I need to have more self control.  I want to be part of the small group of people that can control themselves from the gratification of fun.
I am an adult and I need to act like it.  I am legally responsible for my actions.  Like I can’t be getting into as much trouble on the streets now or I could go to prison…not that I would want to get into trouble or anything.  ^_^   I

I see neighbors spending their time on worthless pursuits.  I see on the news crime that goes on. Right now there are horrible things that are going on.  People act like maniacs.  Around St Louis there are people taking advantage of the confusion in Ferguson to rob and hurt others. 

The moral decline of America is evident. If we have wars or violence in our country it could be like the French Revolution.  Things are going to get scary.  Recently I kind of changed how I thought about fighting and dying or giving your life without killing back.  There has to be a balance but it’s good to have your own convictions about it.

 I was reading a little about severe slavery in the south in a book called Visit's to America.  I read about a lady named Madame Lalaurie.  She would beat her slave’s first thing in the morning with a blood clotted cowhide.  Her slave was chained to the oven with only 8 feet of rope attached to it.  The other 7 were starving and their bones were sticking out.  They had colors around their necks so they couldn’t turn their heads. 

I thought about if persecution did and decided how I would deal with it and I prayed that God would prepare me for what he was preparing me for.  What if violent mobs started raging against Christians?   I always had a selfish thought in the back of my mind that when trouble started coming we would go out and live on our privet property and maybe fight for our rights if someone came to get us.  But I remembered the verse. 

Whoever wishes to save his life will lose it and whoever wishes to lose his life will save it.   

 So I decided that if persecution came I would keep sharing the truth and give my life to make a difference.  While I was thinking about the horror of slavery and that Christians still have as gross sins as slavery in their families.  And they go on and act like everything is okay.  Adulatory is as bad as murder and it’s everywhere.   Today there is as much slavery and persecution going on in the world while we sit here and enjoy luxury and even complain about our lives.

I used to more of the Patrick Henry type.  If persecuting people group like Muslims came or tyrants took over I’d just kill as many as I could.  Now if I was by myself I would share the gospel and hold up my bible but I would I would be slow to shot back.  I would fight back to defend my siblings or others younger than me if their lives were in danger.  I want to be ready and prepared to suffer for the sake of Christ.

It’s not the violence of few that scary it’s the silence of me. God says to get of your fat backs and pray.  “He who will humble themselves and call on me and seek his face he will listen to them.  He will give them peace and strength.”

God says that woman (and men) should be wise, sensible, level headed, strong, fearless, discreet, speaking wisdom not silly or idle.  That is what I want to be.

Thoughts on Sorrow and Joy.

 Sometimes life is depressing.  What’s more depressing than the evil around us?  God’s wrath. 

                                               


                                             
In a lot of the Old Testament I've read about lands where men worship idols.  The idols men were worshiping made their hearts even harder than they were toward God.  God told these men to weep and cry because they were all going to be destroyed.  If you feel the urge to cry about sin you should.

I have put my sin off many times. Then later I cried over it because I knew I didn’t hate my sin like I should have.  It’s hard for us humans to realize we need to cry because we tell ourselves we are not as bad as others because we don’t sin as much. But we aren’t supposed to compare ourselves to others.  We are supposed to compare ourselves with God!  God is perfect and holy. Who can stand before him?  Not one.  If you have even sinned once you are black in God’s sight.  This is a deadly peril.

I talked to my cousin, she is chained to sin and I am sure she deals with spiritual warfare.  She wants to change but she almost has no hope.  She said that she had felt like committing suicide.  And she can never forget all the bad things she has done.  I told her you might not be able to forget all of those things but you can let Christ take the guilt and sin away because of his death.  My cousin would cry periodically when she was talking.  I knew that it was good for to cry. 

God didn’t make you to hold your sin and suffering inside of you.  She needed to find a place to weep and pour her heart out.  Suffering makes our hearts long for Christ. There were many sinful woman in the bible who were forgiven.  In Luke 7:36-50. a woman came to Jesus and she cleaned his feet with her tears.  Her sins were many but they were forgiven.   

 The world and the flesh will hurt you.  God will never hurt you out of hate only but out of love.  Psalm 100:5 For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.

And if you are Christian that doesn’t mean you aren’t going to have bad days and think about committing suicide.   

  2 Cor 1:8-11

For we do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, of our trouble which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life.  Yes, we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves but in God who raises the dead,   who delivered us from so great a death, and does deliver us; in whom we trust that He will still deliver us, you also helping together in prayer for us, that thanks may be given by many persons on our behalf for the gift granted to us through many.

 Remember this world is not our home.  We have a place in heaven for us!  That is our greatest joy.  With that thought we can do all things through Christ that strengthens us while we live down here. 

We didn’t come to Christ because we were worthy but because we are unworthy.  This world is evil, and dark, and sick, and the corruption is strong.  It’s okay to cry about it.  You will be strengthened and God will give you courage and character to face the fears and trials that oppress the day.

  Trust in God alone.  If your life is broken, trust in him and he will make you rest in green pastures and give you joy

Nucleosynthesis theory.

This theory is from Dr. Russell Humphrey about how God created the heavens and the earth.   

The nucleosynthesis theory is awesome but don't take it as a fact!   


During the creation week God could have created a different kind of “big bang” theoretically.

Order of events in the Biblical account of Creation, compared to the order of events in the Big Bang theory.
Biblical Creation	Big Bang
Earth was created before the stars	Earth formed long after the stars
Plants were created a few hours before the sun.	Plants formed after the sun formed
The sun was created on the fourth day after the earth	The sun formed before the earth
The sun, moon and stars were created at the same time	The sun formed from older stars

If you believe God created the universe, then you can’t believe the order of events of the big bang.  But Christians should realize we are not a threat to science we are a threat to the atheistic views behind secular science. 

This theory is not the same as the big bang but it has similarities.  Both theories start as a dot full of matter and energy.  But just where did gravity come from to hold the dot together?   I believe it came from God.   God created gravity and he held the dot of matter and energy together.

This is part of the creation week with the nucleo synthesis theory applied.  On day 1 God was over the face of the deep.  The “deep” was physically water but the writer who saw this vision of history would not have been able to see the water it was dark.   But he could tell it was “deep”.    All of light and matter could be very tightly fit into a massive ball or “dot” of water 2 light years wide and thick all around!

The intense pressure upon the ball would technically be called a black hole.  A black hole is a hole where light and matter is crushed into a really tight ball like a pin hole.   There had been discovery and research about the expansion of the beginning of the universe.  And as most people know the universe is expanding. 

More importantly than the research are the verses in the bible that state he stretches out the heavens.   Psalm 104:2   Who coverest thyself with light as with a garment: who stretches out the heavens like a curtain.  Translation: God is expanding the universe.   If more Christians knew the creation week could be scientific then it would definitely benefit the church.

Anyway back to day one, we have a black hole that God created.  The tremendous compression would raise the temperature and density to enormous values.  The water molecules of hydrogen and oxygen were ripped apart and ionized into separate elementary particles.  Some elements fused into light.  Then thermonuclear fusion reactions would occur producing huge amounts of light.  (I am imagining huge star globs and water mixed together.) The earth was merely a small region of water at the center of a much larger ball of water, the deep.

This would be a black hole turning into a white hole.   Light would be pouring out of it.  It can also be called a “white fountain” a more poetic name.    

  All the light and matter comes out but it can never come back in and it is slowly emptied and eventually disappeared.

 That would have been the alternative “big bang.”

 Then God said let there be light.  And there was light. Then he made the light and darkness separate. 

On day 2 He separated the water that was below the expanse and above the expanse. The water is not just the atmosphere.  Consider Psalm 148: praise him waters that are above the heavens!  Heavens is not just the sky That means there is water above space, containing space.   Imagine a huge layer of water around interstellar space.  By now it would be a layer of ice

On the 3^rd day he made the land from elements on the water.  The land was a mixture of minerals like silicon, iron, magnesium, calcium, oxegeon and others.   Then he made everything that belongs on the land like plants.  At this time the water below would have become continents and sees of our planet. So, during the creation week the earth would have been at the center of the universe.  It as well as our galaxy has probably drifted since then.  2^nd peter3:5 …the earth was formed out of the water and by water-

On the 4^th day God let space expand.  Then he made the planets and stars from clusters of light and elements.  God mostly stopped the expansion but it still continues to expand slightly because of the “all energy expanding or decreasing”- the second law of Thermodynamics.

The big bang was not just an explosion.  God bound and subdued all the matter into his creation.  Matter didn’t just fly into order by itself.

 Staggering mathematics certainly help the nucleosythesis theory.  It obviously supports the biblical view of the creation week so I wouldn't conceal it from anybody.  If you want to learn more and see the equations read “Starlight and Time”  by Dr Humphrey.  Most importantly read the bible. =)

Until next time I am .0045882352941176 light seconds tall.  
~Alexa